It’s hard to believe, but today I have some regular house-hold chores and work this evening. Nothing else.
It seems like my whole week, no – my whole month just opened up for me.
Why? Because finally, after 2 years of looking, I am done looking for a job. No more resumes, cover letters, emails, checking job boards. I’m done.
What brought on this feeling of finality?
I GOT A TEACHING JOB!!!
Woot!
It’s a 5th grade position at a Catholic School. I will be the only 5th grade teacher. They have one class per grade. The principal and the two assistants were fantastic and I loved the school! The interview went SOOOO well. I was hoping against hope that they thought so too. Evidently they did because they offered me the position at the interview – even though they still had interviews scheduled for later. Then after the other interviews they called me and offered again officially. I’m so STOKED. You don’t know how relieved I am to finally have a REAL job. It means so much for us. It means that buying a house is no longer a dream – it’s a time line. It means regular shopping for needed clothes for me and the girls. It means new bedding and bath stuff for the house. New furniture. All of this is eventually, but it’s all stuff that has been attached to “when I get a job…”.
Know what else it means? That the boxes and boxes of curriculum and trade books and misc. educational items that I’ve been lugging around for the last 10 years are finally, FINALLY, going to be out of my storage shed, my garage and my house! That right there is enough to get any sane person totally revved up!
Friday after the interview I called hubby to tell him the news – he said it was the best Father’s Day gift I could have given him.
All week end I’ve been wandering around just smiling randomly. I keep thinking – I want to do this in my classroom… I need to get this out of storage… I can use this for that…. etc., etc.. Then I stop and think “I HAVE A JOB!” It’s awesome.
I was really starting to doubt myself. I thought maybe I wasn’t meant to be a teacher after all. I always thought it was my calling, but maybe I was wrong I thought. At the interview though I could see they appreciated all my gifts and talents. It was redeeming. I think God has been trying to guide me this direction all along, and I have been resisting. As usual I think I know what’s best for me, when the truth is getting out of the way is what’s best for me! LOL
OK – I have a LOT of cleaning and organizing to do. (I have to clean the garage first so I have someplace to bring out my teaching stuff and go through it – it’s a vicious cycle – )
I hope to be back on xanga more, now that I don’t have to spend all my free time looking for jobs.
Whew. You can’t imagine the relief and excitement I feel. It’s AWESOME.
I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!